= Renie's Life =

.:New Status:.

2011-10-03T20:20:00.000+08:00

I am really happie, shocked, erm..apa-apa la.. :P

This crazy lovely man, Mr. Low Zhi Liang, suddenly appear in front of my house, almost make me cry..

Dear, I really, seriously, vry vry vry touched! I guess if I read the note in front of you, sure I will cry.. :P

Both stupid face~ :P

Thx ya Dear! ^^

*Oh well, today onli i remembered, u are not the 1st leh.. My bro is the 1st..haha..during my convo..*

Liang,
Thanks for everything. (Although you make me become sor por, smiling alone whole day..)
Thanks for willing come to my place, you dont know how much this meant to me.. :)
Thanks for the "official application", I really love it! :D
Thanks for your effort, to make me happy.
Thanks for loving me..
还有，谢谢你宠坏我~哈哈~ :P
I love you, my dear~ <3

.:迷:.

2011-09-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

现在好像被自己搞得糊糊涂涂，要理清也理不清。
不知道该怎么办才好~不知道自己想要的是什么~
不知道应该维持现状，还是跨前一步，或是退后一步。

告诉我自己别去想，可是，控制不到，怎么办呢？
迷惑了，迷路了，迷失了，怎么办？

说，不去想，就没事，可是，逼自己不去想，偏偏更想。
说，该放弃吧~不要把自己推进沼泽里。
说，维持吧~机会，在。

烦恼啊~ 有谁能告诉我，该放弃吗？还是该维持吧？

还是别去想吧？顺其自然就好是吗？

.:Alternative Way:.

2011-08-13T15:25:00.002+08:00

Since my pupils duno how to pronounce some words..so i did this..hahaha!

.:心痛:.

2011-08-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

第一次生气到心痛。是真正的心脏痛。气疯了~

真的很气为什么他们就是不明白呢？
也许是我的问题吧~太过于急进了。对小孩，还真的要多一点的耐心啊~

心痛了一天，以为今天没事了，怎知又被小人气得心又痛了。看来我得好好的平静下来，关着耳朵，不要去听那些能惹我生气的消息。虽然有点难，但是我真的要好好照顾自己的心脏。

.:Random:.

2011-07-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

人都说，不在了才会想念；离开了才会思念。

你知道吗，你不在，我是真的想念你，不知你过得好不好，不知你会不会想起我。

想念真的能让人抓狂~

你，知道我在想你吗？

.:恋爱:.

2011-07-14T21:45:00.003+08:00

对于一般人来说，我很年轻。我自己却不觉得，，可能开始工作的关系吧，有不一样的观点了。

看着那些小妹妹，小弟弟，还很热衷于谈恋爱，而我对于恋爱已经没有了期待。不知道这样是好事还是坏事，但是我太享受单身了，偶尔暧昧一下也还不错，只是要进一步时，就不行了。

加上现在工作很繁忙，根本没有时间去伤脑筋这些不重要的事。这导致了身边的人开始担心起来，哈哈！其实也不是真的不想离自己的人生大事，只是现阶段来说，工作比较重要。哈哈！

.:Sentences:.

2011-07-01T18:24:00.005+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who do not. ————生命太短，没留时间给我们每日带着遗憾醒来。所以去爱那些对你好的人，忘掉那些不知珍惜你的人。

if you were a cactus, I'd endure all the pain just to hug you...

Dream what you want to dream；go where you want to go；be what you want to be，because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.-做你想做的梦吧，去你想去的地方吧，成为你想成为的人吧，因为你只有一次生命，一个机会去做你所有想做的事。

Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego. 道歉并不总意味着你是错的，对方是对的。有时它只是意味着，相对自我而言，你更珍视你们之间的关系。

For every minute you are angry with someone, you lose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back. 对别人生气1分钟，就失去了自己人生中60秒的快乐。

Chuck：If two people are meant to be together eventually they\'ll find their way back. 如果两个人注定要在一起, 最终他们总会找到方法找回彼此。

Spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress.
选择让你快乐的那个人来共度余生，而不是你必须努力取悦的那一个。

The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
生活中最大的幸福，是坚信有人爱着我们。

.:Interview for DG41:.

2011-06-29T18:21:00.002+08:00

:(

My interview was bad..I can't memorize FPK...stupid brain.. :(

btw~ I am really happy that I got the same day, same room, even same session with Evon..^^..both of us so 有缘..

.:转载:.

2011-06-15T21:58:00.001+08:00

有一种感情介于朋友和情人之间…当你忧愁烦恼的时，你会想起他，希望他能陪在你身边，给个坚实的臂弯让你靠。也许，终其一生也不会产生的"执子之手，与子偕老"的爱情故事，但你会因为拥有这样一个朋友，更加的热爱自己的生活，珍惜自己的生命。这种情感，只能拿心去感受；这种情感，只能用心去储藏！

.:2nd Semester:.

2011-06-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow, starts the 2nd semester.. haiz.. Need to start working again..huhuhuhu~ 2 weeks holiday..I enjoy it! Hanging around with friends..play with Tung..attend Leay Ching's wedding at Kuantan..I full use my 2 weeks holiday leh..hahaha..

These days..I keep thinking of should I cut my hair into short hair? Hmm~ thinking thinking thinking...

.:New Baby Boy:.

2011-05-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

Kua kua kua..my new baby boy~ ^^

Myvi Limited Edition..BLACK colour--my FAV!! :D so happie! ^^

Need to diet to feed him lor~huhu..

.:Fever, Again:.

2011-05-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

Last Monday, we had little celebration activity on Teacher's day, basketball competition. After the competition, we go back to the staffroom, the air-cond was on, and thn..i get fever. SIGH~

Tuesday is Wesak Day, so it is a public holiday means i no need to go to school la. Its good for me coz i still fever. Wednesday, still fever, but i can go to school to work coz it is just a little fever. Evening, when i came home, I go to shower and then super hiao go wash my hair. I did dried my hair la, but after that I got into high fever, really high fever--40.5 Celsius.. For the 1st time I understand wat is FEVER, my skin is so so so hot but under the skin..cold..soooo suffering!

Then, the next day (Thursday), I miss the time to take my medcine, coz I calculate the time wrongly. =.= So, wat happen? I shivering on my bed, no energy to wake up coz i din take much food since i HIGH fever..I called my mum, asked her to come back earlier coz I really very suffering. Thn my mum called my dad to come and looked after me. When my mum reached home, I already starting feel like wana faint, staring talking nonsense, so my parents decide to send me to the hospital. Both of them 抬me into the car, then my mum drift to the hospital. After I reached the hospital (emergency), sit on the wheel chair, the nurse checking on my heart beat etc.. My body temperature at that moment is 39.5..still high fever..I keep sweating a lot lot lot..and no energy at all to move even speak. At that moment, my mind is blank, blur. After on drips duno how long, coz i already blur at that moment..then I went home, still need the help of wheel chair.

*Went to hospital twice in 24 hours. x_x

After I reached home, directly I lied on the bed and sleep..I had no energy to do anything..After 3 days, means today (Sunday), I am 80% recovered.

I am lucky that this time I sick, at home. I really thanked to my family that take care of me.. think back last time when I was in Perlis, I need to take care of myself..so kelian..but not all the time la, just when my room mate is not around.

So, moral of the story is, dun hiao hiao when you already sick..

.:Pain:.

2011-05-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

手又来痛了。不知道为了什么，不知道怎么弄伤的，又在痛了。可是，没时间去看医生, 都不知该怎么办呢~ 唉

:.April:.

2011-04-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Finally, i got may salary~ Wuhuhu~ and bought a new hp to reward myself..hahhaa! Samsung Galaxy Ace..not bad la... =P

This month..still as busy as usual..and for the very 1st time...I shoot my GB infront of everyone..so directly..hahaha..i din noe that i can be that brave..i think is becoz of period ba..XD XD

Sometimes, when I saw other ppl so sweet so loving..I feel like wana find a husband too. But when I'm in home..I will feel like I dun wan to find a husband..hahaha..

.:Update-March:.

2011-03-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

Little update on March. I just changed my timetable, because one of my school teacher finish his contract already..So, I take over his place and timetable lor..Not really like the timetable actually, coz got so many periods of Kemahiran Hidup and Sivik..and also Science.. T_T

Now, 34 periods (Last month only 27 periods), Sivik, Moral, Science, 科学, Maths, 数学, Kemahiran Hidup, Music, Art..semua ada..HELP! X_X

Sigh~ This is the responsibility become a teacher. Apa pun kena ajar..huhuhuhu~ I kinda pity my pupils la..this teacher really not that good in other subject..

As the result of ignoring those subjects when I am a student, now I need to study all those stuff back.. Super sigh wei~

I am still waiting for my salary..i am waiting..waiting..

btw.. C.N. Blue is not bad! Kinda falling in love with them these days..haha..

.:世界末日:.

2011-03-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

很多人都问说，世界末日，你会怎么办？
能怎么办呢？就面对它咯~

又很多人都问说，世界末日，你要跟谁一起度过？
如果可以的话，先跟自己的爱人告别了，再跟自己的家人度过。
爱人是重要，可是家人更重要啊~

也很多人都问说，世界末日，你要做些什么？
erm..想打抢银行可以吗？哈哈~

如果，明天是世界末日，

我只想告诉你，我从不后悔跟你在一起，也不后悔我的决定。我不是你的那杯茶，你值得更好的，你可以去找更适合你的。

至于你，还在我心里。你我都知道我们不可能，所以就把你放在心底就好。你是个好人，愿你能找到你的最佳伴侣，能陪伴你度过一生的伴侣。

如果，明天是世界末日，
我想吃遍所有我想吃的冰淇淋~哈哈哈哈！

其实有谁能真正预测世界末日的来临呢？我们能做的，只是珍惜现在所拥有的，不让自己的人生留下遗憾，不是吗？;)

.:Erm.....:.

2011-03-10T23:17:00.000+08:00

I saw this when I read through their homework--每周新闻--Y5

七点正打篮球，打了二十小时？？？

March Exam--English--Y5

Suka main?? =.=lll

Food radio???

=.=lll x .....

I really don't know I should laugh or cry on it...Omg~

.:Anime:.

2011-02-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Yeah..I watched Anime again! Hehehe..can't stop myself la.. =P

I think this Anime is nice!

And the OST is nice too! ^^

.:1st Public Holiday:.

2011-02-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hahahahhaah!!! The 1st public holiday in my teaching life..hua hua hua! Me iz happy! XD

Althought I have many work to do tomorrow, but I still happy that tomorrow is Public Holiday! Hahaha! *too over happie d*

Finally, I can watch the drama series that I wanted to watch since last week. See, how busy a teacher is.. =P

I curi tulang one day la..tomorrow I will start working again..buy books, planning for Exam paper, learning recorder, and also learning Ping Pong~ Sigh sigh sigh....

.:Weekend:.

2011-02-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

My 1st weekend in my teaching life..still busy..becoz my mate come to my place! Hehe.. Too bad the 大条面 closed..or else their trip will perfect..I guess..haha.. As I promised, I bring her to 燎记猪肠粉..luckily her family and her love it! kua kua kua..

But hor..after going here and there and kinda not enough sleep...now I start feeling dizzy dizzy... Sigh~ I really hope this saturday no need to 补课 so that I can enjoy my weekend lor..but nvm lar..Tuesday is public holiday ma..haha..well~ need to sleep d.. *Dying* Nitez...

.: Day 1:.

2011-02-09T23:05:00.000+08:00

Day 1 of Teaching Life

27 periods per week, but for temporary only. Wait until one of the teacher ends his contract, then the time table will rearrange.

So, reflection of 1st day.. =P

1) I really beh tahan those pupils, coz like..hard to control and they get use to too friendly to the teacher..Sigh~

2) There was one pupil, I not sure what is his case..but some of the teachers seems give up him. I saw him doing nothing in the class, because he not really understand and he even don't know how to write his name! Year 4.. How to help him? I try to get some book from my mum, curi some sample from her, so that I can give the the pupil. I just don't want him to waste his time in school, I hope he can learn something. I hope I can do my best to help him.

3) I really not that good in communicating, with 'new ppl'.. hahaha.. Now consider day 2 in the school, but I still in my own group..=P..Not that I don't want to join them la..but..I still learning lor..I got talk a bit bit with them only..because I want to ask hem how to teach..kua kua kua..but..social...sigh sigh..

.:Working:.

2011-02-08T23:42:00.001+08:00

Finally, I start working as a teacher!

7th Feb 2011, I went to PPD Sabak Bernam, but they told me the letter haven't reached yet..so I need to wait, until they call me. =.=llll

8th Feb 2011, finally, I received call from PPD, ask me to go to take my letter. Then, I go to school, but GB is not around. So, the teacher helped me to call the GB, and GB said, since I melapor diri, so consider as starting working, and I can't leave the school, wait for him come back from meeting. WAIT FOR HIM IN THE SCHOOL AREA!!! I was like wat the hell..... I need to wait him from 9++am until 1pm..I swear gao gao lor..

Ok then, finally, at around 12.40pm, he appears. And I start fill in forms and etc etc..from their discussion, I realize that, actually I am EXTRA! WTH again?! Then I damn 尴尬 lor..need to take over some teacher's class, and make the temporary teacher, with contract, feel like they need to leave the school..I feel that I am bad..but not my fault also ma..Government sent me here..I also no choice lor..sigh~ Luckily those teacher not that anti me..Phew~

So, now the problem is, Teaching. How many periods I should hold leh? Hmm..really is a long story, so until now I still don't know what subject I will teaching tomorrow.................................. Challenge...Challenge..
Kambateh ar NXY! Start teaching tomorrow! =.=

.:13.1.2011:.

2011-01-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

一个人久了，是会上瘾的。并不是说我不再接受新的一段感情，只是我觉得现阶段的我真的不适合去谈恋爱。我喜欢自由，不喜欢被绑住的感觉。这么说是有一点不负责任啦，可是，我还没调试好心境去面对有另一半的生活。哈哈~还好现阶段也没有什么追求者。不知道是好事还是坏事？哈哈哈！算了啦，有时候单身是好的，我想做什么就做什么。嘻嘻~会上瘾的~

.:R.I.P:.

2011-01-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

突然，知道了哥哥的友人逝世的消息。很震惊，也很伤感。看见他的朋友每个都无法接受他的死讯，就知道他的人缘好。可是大家无法接受的是他选择结束自己的生命，不告而别。
虽然我不知道到底是发生了什么事情，但是我答应自己，一定要有交待，不能让爱我的人感到难过。
虽然我每次都说不能原谅那些自杀的人，但是如果站在他们的立场，也许他们真的累了，也许他们真的面对不下去了。
我不知道自己会不会有一天也会面对这样的情况，但我希望理智能战胜。我一定要提醒自己身边有很多爱我的人！

我哥的朋友，安息吧~虽然你选择这样离开了大家，但是也希望你在另外一个国度过得好好的。

.:Job?:.

2011-01-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

Its 2011. Everyone asked, Eh, schools re-open wor..why you no need go to school de? Still haven't know which school you go ar?

=.=lllll

me also vry sienz why I still don't get my job lor..sigh sigh sigh! Nvm lor..hiong sau my holiday 1st la...what to do..So feel like wana go travelling leh..but no kaki and also no money..hahaha..

.:Add-On:.

2010-12-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

英国BBC评出的人生50个必去圣地。

.:难过的平安夜:.

2010-12-24T20:44:00.001+08:00

今年的平安夜，不一样~ 陪伴我们多年的金龙鱼，离我们而去了。
还记得他来的时候，是小小一只的~现在已经2.5kg重了。
虽然他不会说话，只会游来游去，但是，它已经成为我们的一部分了，陪伴了我们超过六年的时间。
很舍不得它！希望它能好好安息！我们会记得你的~

R.I.P

.:Travel:.

2010-12-23T00:13:00.002+08:00

By so sudden, talk about travelling today with my mum. So, in her opinion, when go for honeymoon, better go to several places.
Hmm~ btw, I think about places that I want to go, at least once in my life time.. if I can.

1. Maldives
Must go when it still exist! I scare it will disappear 30-40 years later. If possible, I want to go to Dhoni Mighili! ^^

2. Republic of Palau
Saw this place from a Taiwan show. The scenery is very very nice and I think of wanna go to the lake that have a lot lot lot of jelly fish in it. =P

3. Venice!
This is the my dream place since..erm don't know how many years ago..hahaha~ I really want to go there at least once on my life! ^^

4. Iguassu Falls
The very very huge and amazing water falls! Maybe I can try to dream like the girl in -The movie..Make my house by the side of water falls! =P

5. Places that have Penguins! Bcoz I love penguins so much!! ^^

6. Salar de Uyuni a.k.a 天空之镜
世界最大的盐湖也是世间最天然的镜子。绚丽，神秘而纯净。

Oh well, all I need is $$..So, need to earn money 1st, then save money, then find a rich husband to sponsor me! Hahhaha~ =P

.:Sick:.

2010-12-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

After rushing here and there of two days, plus the very very unpredictable weather, and the virus that spreading around, finally I sick. Sigh~

After my mum, tung tung, my sis, my bro, and my sis-in-law, now i sick also..walao...flu+headache+fever..i am now making a lot of wantan...sienzz..feeling dizzy..

BUT,
I still watching drama on PPS..because I no need to move ma..just sit on my chair..but now I starting blur blur d..so have to stop my daily activity (watch drama)..and go to sleep.

Wish I can recover asap la.. =.=

江蕙--家后

2010-12-07T22:41:00.001+08:00

Very meaningful!

作词：郑进一/陈维祥　作曲：郑进一

有一日咱若老　找无人甲咱友孝　我会陪你
坐惦椅寮　听你讲少年的时阵　你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较　怨天怨地嘛袂晓　你的手
我会甲你牵条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘　放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老　有媳妇子儿友孝　你若无聊
拿咱的相片　看卡早结婚的时阵　你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较　怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘　看你为我目屎流

.:New Lappie:.

2010-11-27T12:23:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! Finally, my new lappie is here! Ordered at Dell's page, sent by Skynet, received on 25th of Nov, 2010..

DELL Inspiron 14~

more pictures~

http://www1.ap.dell.com/content/products/superview.aspx?c=my&cs=mydhs1&l=en&s=dhs&xdb=Z2xvYmFsOnByb2R1Y3RzOmluc3BubmI6Zmxhc2g6aW5zcGlyb24tMTQtaW50ZWwtbjQwMjAjY291bnRyeQ==

Its brand new laptop..so..I love the speed! and the sound system! the bass is nice! XD

.:Finally:.

2010-11-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

Finally, I finished my exam.
Finally, I finished my study, after 5 and half years.
Finally, I consider un-officially grad.

Finally, I am home.
Finally, I ordered my new laptop.
Finally..finally..

5 years, times just flies so so so fast...after study for 5 and half years, finally I grad, unofficially. Now, I am waiting for the posting letter, doing nothing at home. I want to go for travelling, but, no kaki.. So now, I being 蛀米大虫at home..XD

Future..I am blur about it..really blur..I am now waiting, but I really hate to wait actually. What can I do? Sigh~

Last night, I headache again..and I suddenly realize that, it might be migraine! I hope it is not la..haiz..

.:另一半:.

2010-11-07T01:13:00.001+08:00

最近有在想，对另一半的要求。

结论是：

我要一个可以依靠的另一半，可以做我的避风港，可以在危险时保护我，可以让我高枕无忧的。
我不要那种，事情发生时，要我保护他的那一种。我不是母爱泛滥的，我是小女人啦~
我需要的，是可以保护我的，让我感到安全的，让我感到安心的。

一定有这种人的，只是，我还没遇到。或者，遇到了，却不是我的，哈哈~

.:Flood in Perlis--Day 2:.

2010-11-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

03-11-2010

Consider as Day 3 actually, the flood in Perlis.

I feel so lucky because the electricity still on, water supply still on, and I have food to eat! There were people that cooked for us in surau, and also 慈济 that send us bihun from Alor Setar! Thanks to everyone that help us and take care of us.

The weather is more better now, and I think the water level is going down, hope everything will get back to normal soon!

Gonna treat myself a nice meal after the flood! ^^

.:Flood in IPG Kampus Perlis:.

2010-11-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

OMG!! The water comes! Now, our condition is like on a little island that surrounding by water and the water seems rising. What should I do now? What can I do? We can't predict what will happen after this. So, what we can do is, get ourself prepared, to face any possibilities.

Kangar town 沦陷 d..many place don't have electricity d..I am really starting worry what will happen after this.. I really hope God bless me..Good nitez..I hope when I wake up later..everything will be ok..i wish, i hope..

.:Flood:.

2010-11-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

Flood in Perlis again. The last one is on 2005/2006? I forget d..but nvm..

Well, now, 2010, flood again in Perlis, and I am consider lucky because I am now staying in hostel and my institute consider as "kawasan tinggi"--I think. Non-stop raining for 2 days, the weather is so damn freaking cold! So, these two days, me, vry harworking, boiled hot water before I bath because the water was as cold as ice water! Bbrrrr~

I wish that the rain will stop asap, and the place that already flood in Perlis can back to normal asap.

.:Internet Connection:.

2010-10-30T20:42:00.001+08:00

Internet..something that very very important in our life. Hence, I have my own broadband before this. Yes, "before this". I had suspend/terminate my Maxis Broadband few days ago..(27.10.2010). The main reason i terminate it is because the stupid shit connection that train my patience everyday. The other reason is..Since I just left not more than 3 weeks here--IPGM Kampus Perlis, so I decide to terminate my broadband.

After I terminate my bb, so, I use institute's wireless connection, but only can on FB after working hour.. =.=lll

Still ok la, because now I need to prepare for my examination ma..I won't spend much time on9..(cakap saja) XD.
What I want to rant is, I can't open many clips and video and links because I am using the wireless connection in institute, thy block so many links, even my wei bo~ huhu..sad sad..

Nvm..ngor yan! 2 weeks nia..

The Weather

Lately, mean these few days la..after the earthquake in Indonesia, the weather become so scary. Really scary. There was a tornado/ twister in Perlis on 27.10.2010 and follow with heavy rain+strong wind. Then, the 2nd day, no rain, but cloudy and windy all the day. Today, when I woke up (1.30pm..XD), the weather is quite nice, not that hot, but still got sunlight. I am happy because my cloths are hanging outside! ^^ But then, after I finish my brunch, suddenly, the sky turns dark..then..in 15 mins time, Bammm~ Rain heavily again..with strong wind.

Long time ago, I always feel lucky because I stay in M'sia. A place that consider safe from these 天灾, no earthquake, no volcano, no tornado/hurricane. But nowadays, it is not that safe anymore. Tsunami, tornado, earthquake..we can feel it! Haiz..why these happen? The bear go to dig ppl's dead body to eat, or they eat their own son..The world change a lot..

Well, need to continue study again..Kambateh! ^^

.:我还是介意:.

2010-10-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

怎么办？还是会介意~ 还是会介怀。唉~ 也许要等到看不见了才会放下吧……

今天的我怎么了？一直很想哭。想起了GD, 想起了我和他。

GD，我真的真的很想念它，好想再抱抱它，拍拍它的头，好想看它鄙视其他人的眼神。

至于我和他，我其实很惋惜，但没有后悔过我的决定，只是有些伤感，为何到了这一步呢？我不够勇敢，不敢赌下去了。我的不勇敢，伤害了他吧？我知道他是真心的，他也很努力的。人说长痛不如短痛，既然我们不适合，那就分开吧~ 我不想浪费彼此的时间，因为我知道他可以找到比我好，比我更适合他的。

是我倔强吧？我累了去改变我自己，隐瞒真正的自己。我希望能找到一个，能接受真正的我的人，能让我完完全全依靠的，让我有安全感的……

所以，只好放弃。祝福他，可以找到适合他的。而我呢？哈~ 先好好享受我的单身生活吧~ 感情事，还是慢慢来好了，不急，不急。现在的我，是不适合有另一半的。

^^

.:The Last Examination?:.

2010-10-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

After studying for 5 and half years, finally, I will have my last examination at here soon! Fuh~

Exam mode on again..need to study..memorize..god bless me!

Oh well..since we will grad so soon, we having a lot of class gathering, class trip before and after exam. Really can feel the feeling of 不舍得..

Lalalala..feel dizzy dizzy la..don't know why..haiz..wan continue study liao..bye~

.:Sing-K:.

2010-10-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today..me, my rommie and LPD, finally we went to sing-k together! Three of us, plus LPD's bf, meas four people lo..went to i-box at Kangar, Perlis, randomly, after dinner at the temple. Haha~

I really love to sing-K! Hahaha~

p/s: next time..if can..i prefer to go sing-k w/o Mr.Teh.. =P

Patti Austin - "Say You Love Me" - Shanghai 2009

2010-10-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

Love this song soOooo Much!!!!

.:悸动:.

2010-10-04T21:28:00.001+08:00

郭静 - 悸动

词:陈学圣曲:蓝奕邦

看你总是在意我的感受
而我曾以为就只是朋友
在一次你目光短暂的停留
语气中却有些话没说
我好像突然懂了那是什么
体会有些事开始变不同

忽明忽暗心在重播
每个细节你每个动作
忽远忽近心刮起风
有个回音说这是爱没错

忽快忽慢心跳悸动
像是烟火绚烂照亮暧昧的天空
我悄悄放宽隐藏的感动

看你总是在意我的感受
而我曾以为就只是朋友
在一次你目光短暂的停留
语气中却有些话没说
我好像突然懂了那是什么
原来有些事可以和从前不同

忽明忽暗心在重播
每个细节你每个动作
忽远忽近心刮起风
有个回音说这是爱没错

忽快忽慢心跳悸动
像是烟火绚烂照亮暧昧的天空
我悄悄放宽隐藏的感动
我不再抗拒你给的感动

Love the lyric much! ^^ Love 郭静 also! :)

.:Lately:.

2010-09-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Lately..the connection sucks!

Well..lately..my life..seems free, but actually I know I have things to do..but, no mood lor..the stupid connection here..haiz..

Lately, we have so much class gathering..so this is the feeling before we graduate..we will gather as much as we can..we will travelling together as much as we can..appreciate the moment we spend altogether..for sure will spend a lot of $$, but never mind la..because these will be part of my precious memory~ ^^

Last friday was the mooncake festival..for the 1st time, I wear cheong sam..and spend RM50 on my head..haha~this is the last mooncake festival celebration for us in IPGM Kampus Perlis. Last time..after 5 years studying here..5 years..not that long..but we experience a lot here, and I grow up a lot here..

Hmm~ due to the stupid connection..i also lazy to type liao..update again nxt time la..:(

p/s: i miss u~ =P

.:Ouch!:.

2010-09-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Accidentally bite/hit by the cat at my grandma house.. i didn't feel the pain, but....haha~ don't know why it seems serious.. =P

.:Midnight:.

2010-09-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

Holiday at home now.

Last night, I hear my dogs bark, so I went out for a look with torchlight. OMG! It was a snake..! Hhuhuhu~ Daddy is not around..he went to China for one week. Luckily it was a python, it won't harm us, and also my doggie. So I go in to my house again, and left my doggie that trying very hard to chase the python..

I miss my daddy. Cannot deny that, a house, a home, need a man..

.:Hat Yai Trip:.

2010-08-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

Date: 27th August 2010--28th August 2010
Venue: Hat Yai, Thailand

After study at here for so long, finally we manage to go to Thailand! Hehe.. The hotel we stay in is Grand Plaza Hotel..which is a 3 stars hotel if not mistaken, good location (at urban center).

We visited so many temple until we told the driver that we don't want to visit temple anymore..we just wana rest! Hahaha~

The lunch on the 1st day, we have it at Log Terrace Restaurant. The view of the restaurant is vry vry nice..just like a restaurant in a cave, and the food also nice la..Tom Yam..^^

The main purpose we go to Hat Yai is...SHOPPING!! Girls ma..we shop and shop until we spend all of our thai baht..hahaha..really a nice place for girls or guys to shop, coz the price is really cheap!

We also went to watch Thai Girl show..cost us 400baht include the transportation fee. Not really enjoy the show..just experience lo..next time I won't spend my $$ on it..

Not forget MASSAGE! which is a must~ hahah~ Spend 500baht on it, nice massage, I enjoy it, but I didn't give tips to the ppl that massage for me..because I don't know I should give~ =P

We also went to the floating market. Nice and special..and the food is so nice! ^^

Oh ya...I love the 7-E at Thailand..so many choices of food and drinks..much more better than M'sia.. Got so many types of collagen drink and so on~

Nice FoodsSss and Drinkss:
Tom Yam--damn nice! Spicy~
Samurai Pork Burger-McD -- Sedap~
Kuih-muih--very delicious but too sweet for me.
Pulut Mangga -- the pulut is more nice compare to the mango..haha..
Fried Chicken -- the chicken is not same as M'sia, more tasty, why ar?
Coconut Juice -- very cheap! but not my favourite..haha..
Chicken Rice -- the chicken is nice!!
Bird Nest -- not bad la..

Conclusion..nice trip! Nice food and drinks~ but the weather is too hot! :)

.:My 22nd Birthday:.

2010-08-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

1st celebration---15.08.2010--Sabak Bernam with Family, selain drpd NXY, and my mate.
2nd celebration---23.08.2010--Perlis, DeSena Ikan Bakar--LPD,TYY, YitLan, Jess, my mate.
3rd celebration---24.08.2010--10 girls in hostel--Blok Melati III--vry surprise!
4th celebration---24.08.2010--Secret recipe, Kangar--PeiSun, Mate..

Thanks for everyone! Espeacially my mate! muackzz! love u so much~
^^

王力宏「你不知道的事」《戀愛通告》主題曲完整版MV ENG SUBS

2010-08-19T20:58:00.001+08:00

Love this song very very much!! and love lee hom so much too!! hehehe~ ^^

.:Single Life:.

2010-08-04T00:27:00.002+08:00

I am now really enjoy my single life. Not that I hate my life having relationship la, just that I really like my life now. I can do anything I want, and the most important..I can be myself!

When I am in love, I will change a lot..just want him to be happy, but actually I am not happy~ Stupid right? Lolz..That's why I decide to be single, because I need to be myself, I want to be myself.

Now, LPD seems like having the same condition with me, when I am in love la.. After chatting with her and her BF, I really glad that I am single. I think that is the best decision made by me. haha~ Btw~ I asked myself, am I qualified to give advice to others? I don't know. I failed in the last relationship. I admit that sometimes is my fault, because I usually keep everything in my heart, I didn't tell him what I do not like about him (while he always tell me what he do not like about me).. the reason I choose to not telling him because I think he won't accept it. Actually I tried before, I think he accept it, but he doesn't make any changes, in my opinion la. =P

Now, I think I am not well prepared to start a new relationship, so, I choose to be single..I can hanging with my friends whenever I want, I no need to report everywhere I go to someone, except my family la..hehe.. Now I was thinking to escape..ngeh ngeh ngeh~ means..going somewhere w/o telling anyone..hahaha.. wana hide myself from this world, see got people will realize or not..hahahhaha..

See, I need to sleep..I talking nonsense again..haha~ Good nitez lo.. ^^

p/s: Stupid rain!! I wash my cloths using washing machine today leh, now you rain! >.< !

.: 张芸京 - 我不爱你了:.

2010-08-03T21:34:00.001+08:00

作曲：陈忠义
作词：陈忠义、陈绮萱

爱过的人都有这样的时刻
无话可说的沉默
你没做错什么是有些感觉变了
在心中拉扯

从遇见你在一起笑过爱过争吵过
当初的爱究竟都藏到哪去了

曾经说好了永远一起要摘下最远的星星
被你拥抱的幸福还温暖着我 oh~
你曾那样笃定爱着我才让现在的我们
不忍心说出口我不爱你了 ho~

你没做错什么是有些感觉变了
在心中拉扯

从遇见你在一起笑过爱过争吵过
当初的爱究竟都藏到哪去了

曾经说好了永远一起要摘下最远的星星
被你拥抱的幸福还温暖着我 oh~
你曾那样笃定爱着我才让现在的我们
不忍心说出口我不爱你了

当关心变成啰唆当眼泪变成懦弱
说我爱你改变不了什么
至少曾浓烈爱过
这件事是没有人能否定的

曾经说好了永远一起要摘下最远的星星
被你拥抱的幸福还温暖着我 oh~
你曾那样笃定爱着我才让现在的我们
不忍心说出口我不爱你了 ho~
笃定爱着我现在的我一错再错
你曾那样笃定爱着我
只是现在的自己
不该一错再错我不爱你了

听这首歌的时候，很有感触~

.:Rant:.

2010-08-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

Finally, I complete my very first and last intern-ship, back to student life again. Will graduate so soon..hmm~ I am thinking very very much about my future.. I have planning about my future, but, I not sure it can works or not..coz it is just planning, still depends on decision, which I doesn't like much because I need to wait for the decision, the answer. Actually..I don't like waiting..that's why I feeling so bad lately..thinking about my future..becoz i can't do anything on it, just waiting~ haiz..I never deny that I love $$ so much..yes me is money face..so what? =P I like to earn money because I have my dream.. 1st--own at least two houses in my life. 2nd--own a karaoke center/k-box la...because I really like to sing k, so I hope I can own a k-box so that I can alwayz sing k with my friends anytime I want..can earn money also ma..hahahaha~

Well..actually nothing to worry about right? Everything will be fine..I know, just that, my brain like to work, and sometimes I can't stop it from working..lalala~

.:我介意:.

2010-07-29T12:53:00.000+08:00

说不介意，是骗人的。
说不在乎，也是骗人的。
毕竟，曾经付出过，怎么回没留下痕迹呢。

可是，介意又如何？在乎又如何，不是我的，我无权过问。

只是心里有一条刺，有时会小难过。但是，仅此如此而已~ 毕竟，无须去介怀，应该学着释怀。

加油加油！你可以的！

.:LastWeek:.

2010-07-27T10:40:00.001+08:00

Its the last week of internship! Finally..hoo~ but there was a lot of work need to do..which those work that i really don't like--paper work.. Haiz..1 more report to go..need to do questionnaire for pupils. Sigh sigh..more than 50% of the cell in my brain was killed by these paper work la..help~

I really do not understand why I need to make my sentence longer and make it look stupid. Sigh~

My neck still pain leh..don't know why..maybe that day 落枕..until now haven't recover yet..almost one week liao wor..hmm~

p/s: Imma sleeeepy~ ZzzzZ

.:SchoolSss:.

2010-07-22T11:05:00.004+08:00

Kindergarten ----> Ladybird and 南华幼儿园(1992-1994)

Primary School ----> SJK(C) Lum Hua, Sabak Bernam, Selangor..
   Year 1 - Year 3 (1995-1997)

   SJK(C) Lum Hua, Sabak Bernam, Selangor..
   Year 5 - Year 6 (1998 - 1999)

Secondary School ----> SMK Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra, Sabak Bernam,
   Selangor..Form 1 - Form 3 (2000-2002)

   SMK Convent Teluk Intan, Perak..
   Form 4 - Form 5 (2003-2004)

     SMK Saint Anthony Teluk Intan, Perak..
   Lower 6(2005)

University ----> IPGM Kampus Perlis, Kangar, Perlis. (2005-2010)

Hmm~ Which reunion dinner that I can attend? Will they remember me? hahha~

:.纯粹:.

2010-07-21T11:39:00.001+08:00

喜欢在热闹过后的舞台待着，静静的回味刚才的盛况，享受那宁静的喧哗~

喜欢这个句子，但不知道语法对不对，只想把我的想法表达出来。哈哈~

p/s: 今天在学校，下大雨，好冷，冷得我腰和背都酸酸疼疼了……

.:我:.

2010-07-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

我正在寻找自己当中，有谁碰见了吗？遗失了自己，有谁可以帮我捡回来吗？最近，浑浑噩噩~迷迷糊糊~ 逃避虽然不是最好的解决方法，但也是不错的方法啊……找些东西来麻醉自己，不去想它，就不会酸酸了。所以，不要看不起乌龟和鸵鸟，它们只不过是选择了能给自己安全感的方法，也许不是最好的，但是，最重要的事，自己开心就好咯~不是吗？

有谁真正了解他自己的吗？我并不了解我自己。心总是不配合脑子，说了不要去想，可是有谁能管着自己的心呢？那天，我真的生气了，气你，也气我自己。也因为这样，才能有勇气放下。现在也许并没有全部放下，但是，我相信自己是可以的。恋人与朋友，我选择当朋友比较好，因为我不想失去一个朋友。理智已经把答案理出来了，现在只剩下心。唉~ 有时真的自己拿来烦的啦，傻瓜就是我~

我真得很怀念以前的我，没烦恼，每天都可以笑哈哈，乐天派。现在还是能开开心心地过每一天啦，但是，心里深处，已经不是白色的了。学会了怎么去爱，学会了怎么疗伤，但是就是学不会放下。放下真的很难耶~ 所以啊，没什么事不要乱乱拿起来比较好，因为放不下啊……

.:World Cup 2010:.

2010-07-12T10:50:00.001+08:00

The end of World Cup 2010..huhu..all the team I support didn't get into final..sad sad..
The consequence of watching Final match from 2:30am-5:00am..I woke up at 6:40am this morning! OMG! When my mate wake me up.. I was like.."huh, my alarm didn't ring wor.." Then I look at my hp..SHIT! Its 6:40am! and I have to be prepared by 7:00am..luckily I still manage to brush my teeth, take my bath, comb my hair..just that no time to make-up lo..ahaks~ =P

Well..wanna say..

Bye England..
Bye Brazil..
Bye Argentina..
Bye Germany..
Bye Netherlands..

Bye World Cup 2010.

Now..no more WC..no more live score..no more octopus or parakeet..no more Paul or Mani..

Do work! Action Research..Three projects.. I don't want la.... :-(

p/s: Baby fail! XD

.:WC Predict:.

2010-07-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

Since there were Mr.Paul the Octopus and Miss.Mani the Parakeet predict on the World Cup result, me, have baby!

Nah~ was TooOOO free..nothing to do..so I ask my baby to predict the result, and he choose Netherlands! Wakakakaka!! Baby..i love u soOoo much!

.:有意思2:.

2010-07-08T23:28:00.000+08:00

看了，有感觉，有的，更是感同身受。尤其是7。

1.   最初不相识，最终不相认。

2.   等待你的关心，等到我关上了心。

3.   所谓最难忘的，就是从来不曾想起，却永远也不会忘记。

4.   当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是另一种明白。

5.   有时，爱也是种伤害。残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己。

6.   人生最遗憾的，莫过于，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的，固执地，坚持了不该坚持的。

7.   脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到。

8.   喜欢一个人没有错，错就错在喜欢一个不喜欢自己的人。

9.   等待……也许并不容易；伤害……却轻而易举。

.:Full:.

2010-07-08T21:26:00.001+08:00

Finally, the list full! ^^

(click the picture to enlarge la)

.:Tired:.

2010-07-07T08:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, I feel tired lately, physically and mentally. Something keep running in my mind, but I don't know how to stop it, and solve it. I hate of being so weird, I want to back to normal me.

When you growing up, there are still problems and troublesSs around you, and seems like more hard to solve!
The best way that found by me, to solve these probs is...IGNORE IT! Yea..just being a tortoise or ostrich, then I can stay in happy mode. But, it will appear again, especially during night time la, when you are alone la..haiz...

Bla~ Bla~ Bla~

+_+

.:Me Like This:.

2010-07-06T08:46:00.001+08:00

Found this sentence at FB~

最浪漫的三个字不是“我爱你”，而是“在一起”。

and i like it! ^^

.:Internship:.

2010-07-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, its time for our Internship, means I really will graduate soon. :-S

Our Internship:
1. Carry out our Action Research, must have three cycle.
   * collect all data neeeded.
   * analyze findings.
   * prepare to write the report.

2. Plan and carry put three activities in schooll:
   * must include curriculum and co-curriculum activity.
   * must handle individually and in group(pairs).

3. All above must done in four weeks.

4. Join the owl club.

Now, lets sing Usher's OMG~

oh, oh, oh my
oh, oh, oh my, my, my, my, my, my
ooh my gosh

Last semester..last semester..work hard and pass it! Kambateh ya!!!! Fighting~ (+_+)

.:Change:.

2010-06-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

Due to those new juniorsSs, we, as seniorSs, are moved to the ground floor, which I really don't like la. But, what can we do? After move into this new room, the first thing I concern is, can my Celcom Broadband use in this room? and the answer is..NO!! WTF?! So So SO frustrated when I found out that Celcom BB cannot be used in this room. So, me and my roommate go to borrow Maxis BB from our friend and try it..............It works! :D After that, we try the P1MAX on the next day..$@#@$#@$#%^$.....

So, the final decision, mate and me go out to the Maxis center, and we sign up for Maxis BB, RM68/month, 3GB limit. After using it for 1 day, I found that, I used 174MB! Waa~ if one month....will over the limit leh~ Lolz.. Previously, I never think about limit because as I know, the limit for Celcom BB is 5GB. So, I can on it and away from my lappie. But now, I will turn off my Maxis BB when I away from my lappie, means just turn on when necessary lo..hmm~ Was trying to control the time of surfing internet, because mate and me trying to change our package to RM48/month which the limit will be 1.5GB.

Well~ now I am enjoying my Maxis BB.. later will terminate my Celcom BB.. I just hope that Maxis BB can be use in my hometown la.. really hope so, so that I no need to share streamyx with my sis..

Next week, we will start our internship, one month. I just wish that everything will be fine and go on very smoothly~ God bless me and my friends ya..^^

.:Holiday-End:.

2010-06-26T02:47:00.005+08:00

End of the holiday.. Times pass so fast~ Haiz.. My miss emo come out again these days because some of my friends having relationship prob. I wanted to help them but I cant help. Relationship between lovers only can solve by themselves, we as the third party, just can giving support and love to our friend. I really enjoying my single life now althought sometimes will feel lonely or need someone to love me..but I am so lucky that I have family and friends around me.

Mum and Dad : I know both of you love me so much and worried about me. Ba~ Mi~, I am strong enough to pass through this, so, don't worry about me. I love both of you..SooO much!! *HugSssss*

Mate : Thank you! Always scold me la..laughing at me la..but I know, you are always there when I need. Love you.. BFF *hugSss*

Dih : I appreciate you..I love you..I am glad that having you as my friend..Thanks for everything that you have done for me.. Love ya.. BFF *hugSss*

Julie : My yi sheng yi shi de peng you, being friend for more more than 15 years, after so many things..I am glad that we are still friends, we still can sit down and having breakfast together.. Thanks to HIM, let us know each other, and now, we still love each other! *hugsSs*

Liang : Thanks for always allow me to disturb you anytime..even you are busy.. I know that you are busy, but you still spend some time to entertain me..thanks ya! BFF *hugSss*

.:PAIN:.

2010-06-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!!! VRY VRY PAIN!!! T_T

My right thumb accidentally kiss by the gate last night..huhuhuhuhu...so damn pain leh...feel like wana cry...huhuhuhu..wana sms also cannot, wana play game also cannot.. >.

.:黑青:.

2010-05-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

今天突然发现，膝盖有瘀青耶~ 有一点疼…… :-(

.:Holiday-ING:.

2010-05-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

HolidaysSs again...!

Currently at home..enjoying my holidays, enjoying moments with my lovely family..

but, I miss my baby.. Hopes that he can take good care of himself..sorry ya baby..leave you alone..

Although we throw the letter to them, but I still hopes that I no need to go back to clear my room lo..so really need to pray hard hard lo...*pray pray*

.:LittleUpdate:.

2010-05-23T10:21:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the last paper for this semester. Time past...just like that. Now, i am in semester 7, next semester will be the last semester..hmm~ suddenly realize i am now 21, not far from 22, will start my teaching life at 22.. Waaa~ have to teach until 56?? Oops~

These days, i fall in love with Need You Now by Lady Antebellum.. Don't know why...i just love this song so much! ^^
Yesterday, found another song that can make me emo when listen to it.. untitled~ for her~ by Ayumi.. One day can listen to them for more than 5 times..hahaha~ =p

This semester only have 2 papers, but still, don't have any confidence..was trying to study hard but..haiz... The old prob again..when i memorize A, it was there..but when i start memorize B..A will go away..haiz..sienz sienz sienz...

BTW~ after exam, means holidaysSs..hehe..semester break ma... So happy that i can go home! Miss my sisters.. The last time 3 of us gather together was CNY..hmm~

Each time going home, i felling so guilty because leave baby at hostel alone..huhu..so sorry baby..I can't bring you bck...hope you can take good care of yourself..don't go to fight with others k? Love u so much!

Well..have to go study..memorize...sigh~

I miss...

.:Exam:.

2010-05-13T15:17:00.000+08:00

Exam again..means this semester almost end..What I study in this semester?? haha...

A bit sienzz because can't sleep well these days..why ar? The weather? haiz..

Start studying these two days..so hardworking writing notes..until i need to wear my wrist band because my wrist pain again lo... I think i really need to consider to go for physio..for my wrist la..ankle la..haiz...

sienzz sienzz sienzzz!

.:Sick Again:.

2010-04-24T18:55:00.000+08:00

I never know I can be so weak. Fever for three times in one month. My god! Last night i was really scared by myself. I was shaking for about 1 hour++ because i feel cold while others feeling hot! OMG~ I was so scared that time..wanna cry also cannot cry..huhuhu..

After 30th April 2010, i wanna love my body much much more more! Now still have to torture it because still got works to do..huhuhuhu~ God bless me..

.:Fever-Again:.

2010-04-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

Fever again.. Twice in a month.. Am i really that weak? Sienzz.. Two weekends with fever, I can't complete my work.. Argh!! So sad~ Weekday i am ok..but then when weekend..isk isk isk...Fever..go away please! I doesn't love you at all, go away from me! >.<

.:Single:.

2010-04-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Officially single. Thanks to everyone that concern on us. We are fine.

.:Tired:.

2010-04-13T08:17:00.000+08:00

What a tiring day.. Headache that cause by not enough sleep and the super hot weather.. So sienzz! That was yesterday..today, still having headache and super sleepy somemore.. omg~ how to work??

I want bed..i wan sleep..i want rest..i want freedom..i want...erm..haiz~

.:Childhood:.

2010-04-06T21:41:00.000+08:00

Still remember this? haha.. I usually play with this when I was child..

It will become like this~ ^^

I like bubbles..bubbles~ haha..^^..hehe..

Stick them together..because wanna do the last step!

Pam! Haha..Crushed them! ^^..

Happy day~ oh Happy Night~ XD

.:Interesting:.

2010-04-06T18:29:00.000+08:00

These was found when I lepaking at forum..and I think it was reallt creative and interesting!

MoonCake..I think this was created by Japan..

Buliding Block Cookies.. Playing while eating..

Chocolate-Pencil.. My favourite! Haha..Wanted to buy this and put it in my handbag! So I can eat anytime I want..haha~

Was created by nendo in Japan. For deco on dessert/dishes.

p/s: comes with sharpener o..^^

.:Fever:.

2010-04-05T12:08:00.002+08:00

Having fever since saturday..(03.04.10). Thought will feel better aftr i wakeup on sunday, mana tau..getting more worst! No energy to move at all! So went to consult doctor yesterday..and have MC for today.. Thanks for my roommie that take care of me..although i know she is busy..muackzz!

.:The Bug Song:.

2010-04-02T22:30:00.001+08:00

*Use the rhythm of Old McDonald*

Nowadays have many bugs,

e-a-e-a-o

Every night also have bugs,

e-a-e-a-o

here bug bug, there bug bug,

everywhere got bug bug,

In my room have many bugs,

e-a-e-a-o

Lyric: NXY..^^

.:HappieDay:.

2010-03-31T09:00:00.000+08:00

Having enough sleep last night, so in good mood today! ^^

No class today..^^ *but have class tomorrow*

Wanted to do my lesson plan, but..i forget to bring my textbook! Sigh~ nvm..borrow from my pupils later..hahaha!

Oh happie day~

.:ARGH!!:.

2010-03-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

I don't understand why got such stupid ppl in this world! I wrote there "take away the papers inside and please keep the box for me, Thanks!" .. But they(the cleaner) still take away my box! Argh!! So damn geram..! That day they already take away baby's bowl, now take away my recycle box pula! Waaaa!!! Vry vry vry geram... ><

.:Straight/Curl:.

2010-03-28T13:48:00.001+08:00

Was thinking to do something on my hair..hmm..but..

1. No budget--coz need to go to Taiwan ma..
2. Don't know what should i do on it--straight? curl?
3. When?

haiz..烦烦烦...

我最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦……

.:Lalala:.

2010-03-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

Just finish editing this blog! ^.^

Work Work work!

Action Research..Inovasi..Teori Pedagogy..bla bla bla..being a teacher really not easy ar..

.:><:.

2010-03-25T18:01:00.005+08:00

Today is not my day! So sienzz!!!

1. My bluetooth device, which i juz bought it on Tuesday..spoil! WTF?!!
2. Today was the 1st observation for English..and its failed! Because:
* My pupils enter my class late because the teacher previos lesson thought the class ends at 9am ( suppose be 8.40am!). So i just have around 30 minutes to finish the 1-hour lesson!
* Then, during the class, i don't know why, the pupils acting like monkey today! Before this, they were just under-controlled, and i still can handle the class. Today, some of them running around, hinding under the table, playing with their pencil case, and ignore my instruction!

I feel like wanna cry after the lesson. T_T.. My 1st observation spoil just like that! Still, my fault, because pupils 永远是对的！>.<

How to make myself more fierce? Its not my fault for born to be a "kind face"..

arrr!!!!

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The other story, my sis just called me, she told me that, the stupid boars go to dig GD's grave! WTF!! STupid boars..go find other food to eat ma..why go to disturd my GD? pity my GD...huhuhu..

Hopes that the rain will stop as soon as possible, so my sis can go look after GD..

.:Water Crisis:.

2010-03-23T21:45:00.002+08:00

WTF!! SHIT!! OMG!! Water crisis again!! Argh!!!!! So damn sienz with this institut..always having water crisis...! &^$#%^#@%!@#$

Tiada air pada musim kemarau ini??!!

Dear god, i really hopes that the water supply will back to normal tomorrow morning..

.:20.03.2010:.

2010-03-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

Will going back to Perlis tonight. Means, no holiday liao lo..haiz..next holiday..on June..

Will going to Taiwan on June's holiday..Taiwan! Here i come lo.. (",)

Being weird lately..(=.=) Haiz...

.:Bye:.

2010-03-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

GD..最后你还是离开了。开心又伤心。开心，你终于不用受苦了。伤心，因为我再也看不见你了。还记得你来我家的时候，被吓坏的样子，下大雨时，惊慌失措的样子，被攻击了，受伤的样子。

时间过得真快，5年多了吧~

曾经以为，你撑不下去了，但是，你还是撑过来了，成功地站起来了。几年后的今天，你还是离开了。很舍不得你，真的！

GD..我爱你，真的爱你！希望你在另一个世界，能活得更好，要记得常回来探望我们，知道吗？我们都很想念你……

.:Home:.

2010-03-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

At home finally..

so sad that GD is really vry vry skinny..

so sad that my little torotise died..and no one notice when its happens..

happie..coz tung tung is with us for one week!

happie..coz can being at home with my family..!

.:Holidayss:.

2010-03-12T08:54:00.003+08:00

Well..its march holiday..hoildaysS again! haha~ so happy got holiday..

i can go home..
i can play with tung tung..
i can play with gong ji..
i can look after GD..
i can....erm...whatever la..hehe..

my mum already phone my and say.."i need your help to help me to type the exam paper for May 2010"..huhu..so, i decide to not bringing back any work..because i need to work at home ma..^^..

This weekend go to broga hills wor..hope really can see sunrise la.. ^^ ..

.:Rove Beetle:.

2010-03-09T18:21:00.004+08:00

I hate this little beetle!! At here..we usually called it "charlie"..

Introduction of it..

The Rove Beetle is less than 1 cm long. The body is dark orange and the tip of the abdomen, the upper abdomen and the head are black. The upper middle iridescent greenish region of the abdomen are the hard wings (elytra). A pair of transparent wings are neatly folded and hidden under the hard wings. During daytime, the beetle will be seen crawling around swiftly with hidden wings resembling ants. When disturbed it raises the abdomen in a threatening gesture like a scorpion and can fly away. It can also run on water swiftly !

The beetle has been observed in the paddy fields (since 1919), school fields - within the grass etc. It is carnivorous and eats smaller insects. Thus it plays an important role as a biological control of ‘paddy pests’. During heavy rains/ floods, the beetle may migrate to drier areas.

The haemolymph in the beetle’s entire body (except the wings) contains the most poisonous animal contact toxin in the world called ‘pederin’ (C₂₄ H₄₃ O₉N) named in 1953. It is 12 times more poisonous than cobra venom ! Dried and stored rove beetle for 8 years still retained it’s toxicity ! Contact collision with the beetle while travelling or sleeping, crushing it on the body or smearing with soiled fingers can cause conjunctivitis and severe dermatitis known as dermatitis linearis, paederus (rove beetle /staphylinidae) dermatitis, whiplash dermatitis etc. In September 2002 an epidemic of dermatitis linearis caused by rove beetles affected thousands of high rise flat dwellers and dormitory students in Penang, Malaysia.

Why i hate it? because it keep attacking me!! and leave so many scarssS to me..! SHIT SHIT SHIT! The scar five years ago just disappear..now i got new scars again..sigh~

.:Soft Candy:.

2010-03-09T18:08:00.003+08:00

Found this in my school today! It reminds me that the soft candy i was searching for on CNY.. (mum told me..the shopkeeper told her..nobody sold it this year)

I think this is similar to the candy i want..but the taste..ha~ different lo...

I miss the one i want.. O.O

.:Mice Attack:.

2010-03-08T19:04:00.006+08:00

Today when i reached school, the teacher told us our staff room was attacked by mice! Look at these..

their foot stepssS..

The path they used to runaway..

But, why the mice attack the printer?? So, the conclusion that made by my teacher, the mice accidentally ate the "sambal belacan" that they leave in staff room, then the mice were trying to find water to drink after taking spicy food, then the mice attack the printer..i was thinking what happen to the mice if they drink the ink?? O.o

.:GD:.

2010-03-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

I just knew that GD is sick and his condition is not good! GD, wait for me to go home! Must wait for me..please don't leave before i reach! Dear god, please please please help GD to get over this..i really hopes that GD will be ok when i am home next week..

.:Clumber Spaniel.克伦伯:.

2010-03-07T01:25:00.003+08:00

Found this dog on 钻石夜总会. Juz love it so much!! Really hopes that i can have one..huhu~

Some little introduction...

The Clumber Spaniel is a breed of dog of the spaniel type, developed in Britain. It is the largest of the spaniels, and comes in predominantly one color. The name of the breed is taken from Clumber Park in Nottinghamshire. It is a gundog that specialises in hunting in heavy cover. They are gentle and loyal, and can act aloof with strangers. They have several habits which could be considered disadvantages, including a constant shedding of its coat, snoring and the production of excessive drool.

The history of the breed is uncertain prior to the mid 19th century with two theories being prevalent. Clumber Spaniels have been kept and bred by various British Monarchs, including Prince Albert, King Edward VII and King George V. They were introduced into Canada in 1844, and in 1884 became one of the first ten breeds recognised by the American Kennel Club. The breed can suffer from a variety of breed-specific ailments varying in severity from temporary lameness due to bone growth whilst young to Hip dysplasia or Spinal disc herniation.

.:有意思:.

2010-03-03T10:18:00.002+08:00

* 情人之间需要有八个字，那就是：信任，理解，宽容，默契。现在我用这八个字来祝福我们的爱情，愿我们快乐一辈子，恩爱到永远。

* 爱情是一朵生长在悬崖峭壁边缘上的花，想摘取就必须要有勇气

* 距离产生的美感与思念都是暂时的，都是源于一方不在身边的不习惯，一旦这种不习惯被习惯了，距离便会产生疏远

* 有一种感觉总是在失眠时才承认是相思
有一种缘分总是在梦醒后才承认是永恒
有一种目光总是在分手时才看见是眷恋
有一种心情总是在离别后才明白是失落

* 每个女孩都是一个无泪天使，当天使爱上男孩便有了眼泪，天使落泪坠入凡间，所以每个男孩都不该辜负你的女孩，因为他曾为你放弃了整个天堂。

* 真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地，心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪着你。
真正的感情就是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求，毕竟感情是付出，而不是只想获得。

* 世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死，而是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你；
世界上最遥远的距离不是我站在你面前你却不知道我爱你，而是明明相爱却不能在一起；
世界上最遥远的距离不是明明相爱却不能在一起，而是明明彼此思念却装做不知道。

* 如果我不爱你，我就不会思念你，我就不会妒忌你身边的异性，我也不会失去自信心和斗志，我更不会痛苦。如果我能够不爱你，那该多好。

* 很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情，就在我们念念不忘的日子里，被我们遗忘了。

* 很多的事在你还没发觉时，它已经不动声色地与你擦肩而过了。

* 我爱你，不是因为你是一个怎样的人，而是因为我喜欢与你在一起时的感觉。

* 记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。

* 看不到你的容颜才明白什么叫做思念，听不到你的声音才知道什么叫做期盼，没有你在我身边才深深体会到孤单。

.:Mistakes:.

2010-03-02T21:59:00.008+08:00

Due to not enough sleep for the whole weekend..i did so many stupid funny mistakes when i was preparing my lesson for Monday.

1) " Write and read" ------> "Write and Sleep"

2) Confidence --------> Confuse

3) While preparing acticity sheets...

MistakesSS done by me..

i have no idea why i wrote these..

i think i suppose to write 3 groups of 7 .

after i realize my mistake, i try to do a new one..but...

=.=..then i try to do it again..it become like this..

OMG!! What am i doing?!! T_T

I swear i won't do teaching aids again when i am sleepy..!

.:Water:.

2010-02-24T08:17:00.003+08:00

Finally, the water comes back! After two days without water, finally the water supply back to normal..! Fuh~

Life without water was so suffering..sommore during this kind of weather..hopes that the water supply will be fine after this..

.:CNY 2010:.

2010-02-16T23:01:00.003+08:00

WooHoo~ Its CNY again..this year is Tiger's turn..haha..but..OMG!! The weather is just Soo SOo So HOT!!! Really beh tahan.. drinking ice water all the day..next period sure kena kao kao.. x_x ..

CNY this year..i have one week holiday..but in the end..i juz stay at grandma house..play with tung tung..eat and eat..din go anywhere yet.. Not don't hve time..but the timing is not nice..haiz..

New year..new wish hor..hmm~

To buy list this year:

1. New Spec
2. New Lappie
3. handphone
4. MP3
5. etc..^^

but..not enough $$..huhu..so need to go find extra $$ lo..but how le? =p

.:Geese:.

2010-02-10T20:24:00.006+08:00

Since the 1st day i reach this school..i heard their "voice" everday..not morning..but in the afternoon..lol..finally..i got chance to capture them! haha~
See..they so curious why i capture them..=p

and this one is taking nap! hehe~
actually i feel a bit scare when taking these pic..i scare these geese will attack me suddenly..becoz they keep looking at me..haha..

.:09.02.10--Tuesday:.

2010-02-09T22:47:00.002+08:00

今天，又有一个新的壮举。我用胶纸粘着学生的嘴巴。哈哈~好坏的老师，不知道有一天会不会被告，每天都欺负学生。

现实往往并不称心如意，但是只要乐观去面对，就有撑下去的勇气。上帝不会把我们关在死胡同里，往往是我们自己在钻牛角尖。虽然说希望越大失望越大，但如如果连希望都没有，不是很可悲吗？换个角度去面对挑战，会比较好过。

.:Week 2 of Practiccum:.

2010-02-08T19:45:00.002+08:00

This week is the 2nd week of my 3rd practiccum..so happy because i will go home this weekend..for CNY! hahaha~ XD

Went in to two classes today..feel tired because the pupils having big difference of learning abilty. Year 5 pupils, don't know how to solve 132-5. They give me the answer--133, because 5-2 is 3..OMG~ speechless.. =_=lll.. For year 3 pula, they also don't know how to solve problems with regrouping.. SIgh~ kids in my mum's kindergarten also know how to solve the question le..

Discipline problems today..
For the year 5 pupils, they keep tie their shoe lace from the moment i enter the class..so what i did is..

"Kalau awak ikat tali kasut lagi, sat lagi saya potong tali kasut tu, nak?"
"Jangan-jangan..."

The other case when i enter year 3, they just keep talk and talk..non-stop..so..

"nak cikgu bawak seletip untuk seletip mulut ke atau nk cikgu bawak jarum dgn benang esok jahit mulut tu? supaya kamu semua boleh senyap dalam kelas.."

and got one pupils keep playing his ruler until i beh tahan..

"nak cikgu patahkan pembaris tu ke awak nk simpan pembaris tu?"

So, the conclusion is..i think i am evil.. hahaha=p